Cuddli reddit

People + Places = Together This is a subreddit for users of the Cuddli free mobile dating app and those interested in the Cuddli community. Discuss how to build a great Cuddli profile, your date success stories, and your favorite places to go on a date. The Setbacks of the Cuddle Bed. While there are quite a lot of perks, there are also a few design considerations which you should account for. Right off the bat, there is a serious amount of assembly required when you first purchase it. This is because each one of the cores and sections has to be assembled carefully and conveniently screwed ... Don’t cuddle with someone you’ve dated. If you’re thinking that cuddling with someone you’ve dated is a good idea, it’s not. It’s actually a horrible idea. Your exes are completely off limits when it comes to finding a cuddle buddy. You cannot just cuddle with someone you were sexually intimate with. It’s not going to happen. I don't know about you, but I'm pretty much always down for a cuddle sesh with my boyfriend. Like, who doesn't love snuggling with their S.O. at the end of a long work day?A major bonus: Turns out ... It's funny coz I used to wonder how a cuddle felt like too until I met my boyfriend who defines a cuddle as a hug that lasts anything longer than 5mins. That's a cuddle. I'm a miniature whereas he is tall enough to be able to rest his head on top of mine. And when he wraps his arms around me the tips of his fingers would touch the sides of his ... In fact, given the way people already appear to be using the app, the small print almost seems dangerous: with its vague intimation that “a cuddle can be many things” and its refusal to ban ... Cuddle Companions has an automatic filter to try and prevent people from arranging a meeting without going through them; which in principle is OK, but in reality has problems. If you send a message that includes a link to a website, or a phone number, then you risk being automatically suspended. Cuddle therapy is designed to make people more comfortable with others, said Madelon Guinazzo, co-founder of Cuddlist, a leading company in the cuddle industry. I know as far as cuddle positions go, men are 'traditionally' supposed to be the big spoon and that's it, but a recent Reddit AskMen thread asked men to share their ideal best cuddle positions and ... Meet amazing cuddle companions near you and around the world today with Cuddle Companions! Experience the healing touch of cuddling with our growing list of 100% real and verified cuddlers. Take cuddlers with you on vacation, business trips, or overnights stays at your place or theirs. Our companions love hobbies while cuddling.

Last Sheltie Tips?

2020.09.23 15:01 theturnipsisters Last Sheltie Tips?

Hello fellow Shetland sheepdog lovers, I’ve finally have found myself a Sheltie! I’ve already filled out an adoption application form with the breeders, so I should be planning to get him in a few weeks!
If anyone has any last tips for me, they would be highly appreciated. He is an adorable little shaded sable and a big cuddly sweetheart from what I’ve seen with him. I’m currently just awaiting responses right now for any information from them.
I’ve had dogs in the past and picked up plenty of supplies the other day, I’m just wondering if anyone knows any breed specifics they know about! Thank you all so much for answering all the questions I’ve asked on this reddit!
submitted by theturnipsisters to sheltie [link] [comments]


2020.09.20 16:39 MatrixReaper Chihuahuas are a great breed of dog and don’t deserve the hate they get.

They are all cuddly and cute. Very loyal and are always on the alert. They might bark a lot for some people, but the two I’ve had hadn’t done that at all. They were always calm and would want to go on walks. My moms chi also basically could command my moms GoldenLab mix. They would play all the time and they were great friends.
Maaaaaaaybe a bit too smart... after what my moms chihuahua did when we were living in Washington and when we were driving back to Washington from California, they may be a wee bit more smart than what’s on the label.
I don’t have to provide pet tax, do I?
EDIT: Here is Chi Tax The Chi belonging to my sister, my brother, and I. (currently living with sister)
submitted by MatrixReaper to The10thDentist [link] [comments]


2020.09.18 23:58 AbelineFere The first 2 months with my cuddly clawsical poet. Reddit, meet Catgar Allan Paw

The first 2 months with my cuddly clawsical poet. Reddit, meet Catgar Allan Paw submitted by AbelineFere to cats [link] [comments]


2020.09.18 08:51 akibangel [Help] Starting to lose patience with aggressive dog

First time poster, apologies for any mistakes.
My 8 y.o. dog is the loveliest, sweetest girl you could ever ask for. She is incredibly clingy and insists on ALWAYS touching me or sitting on me, and is incredibly cuddly.
There’s one problem with this, however: Whenever she is woken up from sleeping her automatic instinct is to attack whatever is nearest to her.
As one can guess from context, this has created a tough situation over the years. She is always sleeping next to or on top of me, and it has created a situation where I am constantly in fear of moving lest she wake up and destroy whatever limb of mine is closest to her.
I have tolerated this for years, as she is a relatively small dog (15 lbs) and becomes docile and seemingly apologetic as soon as she realizes that it’s just me. I adopted her from a shelter, and have always suspected some sort of past trauma as being the cause.
Recently, though, it’s been really getting to me. Due to the pandemic, I’ve been working and staying at home 24/7, which means that as a result I am now spending all day with her next to me. As expected, any slight movement I make wakes her up and she lashes out and bites me. It’s gotten bad enough to where my legs are starting to be covered in bite and scratch marks, and as I write this post I lie recovering from a particularly painful bite to the ankle.
I have no idea what to do about it. I feel myself becoming incredibly mad at her in the moment, but later mad at myself as it’s not her fault. At the same time I hate that I’m constantly afraid or in pain from letting my dog tear me apart without fighting back.
Some dog trainers have only suggested to stop letting her sleep on/next to me, but during previous attempts of this method all it has led to is her screaming and whining to be let next to me for DAYS straight. It got to the point where she ignored eating in order to whine at me to let her on my bed, so I (obviously) gave in.
I love this dog, she’s practically my baby, but I just can’t suffer like this anymore. She’s a kind and beautiful dog when awake, this problem only happens when she is woken up by something from her sleep. Reddit, is there something I could do to help this? Any suggestion is appreciated.
TLDR; Dog refuses to sleep anywhere but on me, wakes up at slightest movement. Surprise, she will violently attack whatever wakes her up. I’m tired of just suffering through the pain for her. Advice?
submitted by akibangel to dogs [link] [comments]


2020.09.18 02:15 underthecherrytrees No title yet, thinking of making it a simple "Fuck!"

Fuck!
Fuck!
What do we do?
Fuck!
We messed this up.

It would be funny,
If you weren’t my honey,
My cuddly, my bubbly,
Come back, my lovely.

Fuck.

https://www.reddit.com/OCPoetry/comments/ius56y/ocean_of_thoughts/g5naebx/?context=3
https://www.reddit.com/OCPoetry/comments/iuu9g8/cant_i_just_stay_asleep/g5n9i21/?context=3
submitted by underthecherrytrees to OCPoetry [link] [comments]


2020.09.17 19:49 KittyCaal Unloading past and present thoughts and feelings (I'm sorry, this is very long)

Hi, this is my first post on reddit, but I needed to formulate my thoughts and put them out somewhere, maybe to see if anyone feels similarly? I don't know. This will be multiple things I have to get off, so I'm sorry about how long it is – I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT HOW LONG IT IS, OH MY GOD it's almost 2k words–. I'm currently 19F, and english isn't my first language. Also, I'm sorry if this is the wrong subreddit! I think it fits, but I'm not sure. I'm so sorry.
By the way, this touches on some matters concerning existing/not existing, forgetting, knowing who you are, losing your past, wanting to die, scared of being social, and feeling lonely, in case that is triggering! It's not very funny but it contains a brief mention of my cats <3
I have always had a bad memory, and I feel like I am losing more and more. When I try to remember, it's almost like my head is filled with cotton or white noise. The more memories I lose, the more I feel distanced from myself. I barely remember new old memories anymore, only memories I have remembered once before are still kind of there. It is like I am running out of time to still remember. Soon I might forget everything about how I've felt and how I've thought, so I need to write it down somewhere so that someone can know.
When I was younger I always felt like I wouldn't live long – I wouldn't become an adult. I don't know why I felt like that, but I did and it gave me a lot of anxiety when I did grow up. I could barely celebrate my 18th birthday because it felt so wrong. However, I slowly came to terms with the possibility that I wouldn't die young – this was when I was around 15 I believe? – and it became fine. Sure, I had periods when I thought I had to take matters into my own hands and I definitely researched suicide methods as well as euthanasia (actually did a few school projects about that) but I never actually tried. I got close, but after my best friend called me and cried for me not to leave her I couldn't, though it felt terrible having to continue for someone else's sake. If I could take everyones illness from them so they could live instead, I would. But I was fine. It felt like I had come to terms with not being dead yet and I now have pretty concrete plans for the future. I don't feel the urgent need to die anymore, though I still get the thoughts "I want to die" from time to time – mostly at small inconveniences now though. But it's fine. I'll wait for death to come when it's ready. I would still just like to know when. That would give me peace.
I don't know who I am. I have for a long time been pretty introspective, I always want to figure out who I am. But it feels like the person I think I am in my head differs from how I act. How can I trust who I really am? I have taken multiple personality quizzes, but I don't always know how to answer – how do I know what the real answer is? When I was in maybe middle school, I decided to completely change. From what I still remember and have been told, I was a rowdy and violent child. I often hurt my friends and was generally annoying. I didn't like that, so I decided to change and threw that person away. I became more careful, and quiet. Now, I'm shy and haven't managed to make any new friends since then, because I can't reach out. (And when I try, it never lasts). I felt for a long time that when I threw the past me away, I didn't have a me anymore. It has gotten slightly better now, but mostly because I didn't think and worry about it anymore. However, this is why I needed to write this. My mum cleaned the basement and found my old drawings and pictures from when I was a child. And it hurts. I am currently looking at pictures of this young girl, and I know it is me, but I don't remember being her. So much has changed. I don't have access to her head anymore - I can't imagine how she was, what she thought, and what she wanted. The things I have written here so far of the past, are things I have thought about multiple times and therefore "remember", but I can barely remember them first hand. I only have small fragments of pictures in my head. Small, insignificant clues that I can't piece together. When I abandoned my past self, it's like I shattered a mirror and lost the pieces and I can't fit them together anymore. It's like I cut the thread that was supposed to connect me to the past, and we are now different entities. I look at the girl and I know that it is me, but I am scared. She is me, but am I me? I lost myself. I feel like an imposter.
I had a time when I felt like a spectator. I didn't exist, but was just watching the world around me like being in the audience, or watching a movie. I was quiet and only watched the people around me, kind of staying outside the circle and trying to take as little space as possible. I was like a ghost among others. This was a few years ago. Maybe I was around 16/17? I can't remember time, only fragments of staying away and back. I think I might've acted this way out of shame for still being alive. I wasn't supposed to live that long, so I had to pretend I didn't, maybe. The remains of this now is that I am still slightly pulled back, I hide in my room most of the time and I don't eat with the rest of my family anymore. When fantasizing about what superpowers I would like to have, I'm stuck between wanting telekinesis (because I'm lazy), flying (many dreams about that), and being invisible – because then I would be able to relax. I would comfortably be a spectator without having to worry about how other's perceive me or how to contribute to a conversation. I would be free from the shackles of societal expectations.
I am bad at reaching out to others, and horrible at holding a conversation – I always read through my message multiple times making miniscule edits before sending it, and people answering back quickly frightens me. I also have a tendency of pushing people away, I've noticed. (During the time I planned to die, I tried to push people away, so they wouldn't feel too hurt. I got very close to severing all ties, but my best friend stopped me.) In the past, I once had an internet friend – I might've been 12/13 perhaps – who I considered as my friend, but stuff happened and he introduced a new word to me; acquaintances. The introduction of this word changed the way I perceived the relationships I had with other people a lot. It made it easier to distance myself to others. I demoted a lot of friends to acquaintances, and I have had big troubles with knowing who were my friends after that. I still don't know who I would consider to be my friends. I talked a lot with that internet acquaintance and we were pretty close, so the fact he wasn't my friend made the threshold for who I considered my friends higher. I barely know if I consider my best friend to still be my best friend, but she is the one person I've always counted as a friend even if she is moving down from best friend. (and sadly not because someone else is moving up). I really, really need to work on my social skills, but I don't know where to start and the thought of speaking to others makes my stomach hurt a lot. (I joined a new mc server recently after not playing for years and got a very nice welcome, but it gave me a lot of anxiety because I had to speak to others. It was an attempt, at least, though I haven't spoken to anyone there since then). When I started college (school 16–19ish) I went to a school where I didn't know anyone in my class, all my friends went to the other college in the city or had a different major(?), and that gave me so much anxiety. I had a lot of stomach-pains those years and if I could go back in time, I would've never went there. I am an introvert and definitely need time to reload after speaking to others, but I fear that my reload-time has gotten longer and longer since I graduated and no longer see a lot of people everyday. It's more taxing to be social now. I want to hide.
I really want a hug. I want to hold someones hand, hold their arm, cuddle up next to them, I want them to touch my hair, my face, my back, I want to nuzzle their neck. I want someone to litter my face with kisses and hold me close when we nap. I want someone to know me. I want them to know my favourite colours, how I genuinely like rocks a lot, how I love tomatoes, what I like to read, what my favourite numbers are, what I eat for breakfast, what jewelry I like, I want to watch the stars with someone and actually learn the constellations, I want to take walks together (though I'm lazy and will probably complain a bit), and I want them to look at me and smile. I want to be loved. I think I'm definitely touch starved. Remember how I got rid of my old self and became more careful around my friends? Yeah, I hugged a lot - A LOT - when I was younger and it was the typical hug-as-hard-as-possible-hug. I toned it down, a lot. It both helped and didn't that my best friend likes her personal space and isn't up to cuddling with the girls me, as well as the others in my life not being up for very long hugs. It made it easier to keep my distance, but also made it so much harder. I really love hugs, and being close to others, but because of that I feel uncomfortable being close for too long. Luckily, my dad gives amazing hugs that can last slightly longer than the others, unluckily he is currently in the hospital after a serious car crash that he miraculously survived. I have three cats that are very cuddly, though. They purr a lot and sleep in my bed, so that does give me a lot of love and comfort, but it's not quite enough (though one is here in my lap purring right now). I really just want to be hugged.
Yeah, I don't think I have anything else to add now. And if I had, I've already forgotten it. I'm really sorry this is so long, and if you actually read through it all, thank you and I'm sorry. Can you relate to anything in here? I would love to read it, though responding might be too much. Once again, I'm so sorry. Have a nice life, please.
submitted by KittyCaal to TrueOffMyChest [link] [comments]


2020.09.16 13:43 Costrilitha AITA For not warning about my cat when my aunt and her kid came by?

(obligatory, English is not my first language, and I'm writing this on mobile.)
I got a cat some what recently, he's the most friendly and cuddly cat I know, but he only has one eye,I don't know how it happened since I adopted him from a shelter. I gave him the name Oden after the norse god. (In norse mythology, Oden gave his eye to get access to Mimers well, and by drinking for it he became all-knowing, I thought it was fitting since both only have one eye)
I currently live at my mom's place because of some complications with my previous landlord, is not important.
So my aunt came over with her son (9) (we're allowed to go outside and meet people here) for lunch. In the middle of the lunch, Oden came and sat in my lap, nothing out of the ordinary, or so I thought. The kid got really upsetting because, well, I guess Oden only having one eye spooked him, I understood and picked him (Oden) up and placed him outside of the dining room. I could her the mother arguing with my mother, about my cat being a freak, and I should have warned them (I only told them that I've gotten a cat, not that he misses an eye). And my aunt and here son left son after.
So, reddit, am I the asshole?
submitted by Costrilitha to AmItheAsshole [link] [comments]


2020.09.16 02:20 ThrowRA_sohewontsee My (19f) ex (21m) confuses and scares me all the time. I need advice and input/opinions on what the fuck is going on anymore.

This is going to be long. Sorry for format, i’m on mobile. If i type this out on desktop he can see what i’m typing and get curious.
I live with my ex. i can’t afford to leave yet so please no “leave!” comments. I’m trying. it’s hard.
When we first broke up he ignored me. For a whole month he yelled at me over everything. If i laughed too loud on the phone with friends he would scream at me and blame me for him not being able to be on the phone with his friends. But he would yell and scream with them and I had to just deal with it.
When I needed him to drive me to work (he promised he would teach me, and drive me until i had a license) he would yell at me. If i said ANYTHING to him ever he would blow up and say “i don’t feel like talking, leave me alone!!”
He verbally abused me, yelling at me, cussing at me and mocking me as well as threatening me to leave the house (knowing I have nowhere else to go), and I called him out on it in early July (I have a video but i’m so scared to post it because he has reddit and i don’t know if he ever looks at these kinds of subs.)
Over time he slowly warmed back up to me. We’re now almost at the three month point, and it’s to the point where he will cuddle me in bed at night, hug and kiss on me, comfort me like he used to, he would instigate sexual acts (making out and rubbing my chest), and would tell me every now and again that he loves me (Literally saying “I love you” before, during, or after romantic or sexual nighttime interactions).
However he still refuses to date. He told me if we didn’t go through all the drama we’d gone through when we broke up, then he would have stayed with me. Now, though, there is no drama and he’s told me I’ve made a lot of progress with handling my emotions etc. When I blew up a few nights ago (rightfully so imo, after he got annoyed at me when i wanted to shower) he became stoic toward me and ignored me for a day or two.
After that things were okay for a few days. He soon returned to being cuddly, even more so, holding me while we watched TV and being generally pretty damn nice.
Just now though he yelled at me and stomped around when I requested he keep the A/C off. He said he would just go downstairs to cool off if i wanted it off, but when i suggested it he said “i don’t wanna.” and yadda yadda he just stomped over and unplugged it, saying “i’ll just unplug it while i’m at it. fucking retarded.” I wanted to mention that it’s funny he doesn’t want me “blowing up,” but it’s fine if he does. I also want to question why he’s okay with literally acting like we’re dating, and treating me like a girlfriend, but doesn’t want to actually go through with officially dating anymore.
I know he’s not “seeing other girls,” as all he does is game and go to school. He’s become a pretty secluded guy. He only talked to some online friends, but even that stopped in early July when I told him he’s abusing me (I figure that struck a cord because he left the call he was in and hasn’t really interacted with anyone besides me since. He denied the abuse and never apologized for it, but I think that made him recognize it at least.)
I’m just confused. He’s warmed up a lot and treats me almost normally now, and still cuddles etc as if we’re dating again. So why does he not want to date? He’s nice, usually. He still snaps at dumb things etc, but when he’s in a good mood it’s like the old him is back. Wtf is going on?
I don’t want advice on what I should do; I know what I need to do. I just want any thoughts or ideas on what the fuck is going through HIS brain, because I can’t even begin to comprehend.
submitted by ThrowRA_sohewontsee to relationship_advice [link] [comments]


2020.09.15 23:22 GeorgioAlonzo 25[M4F] Canada/Anywhere: Looking for someone to pierce the heavens with

If you managed to get past that cringy title, then that's a good start!
Hi, I'm Billy, I'm 25 and from Canada. I'm a uni student going through to be a cybersecurity expert and I'm about halfway done my degree. I was born and raised in Canada, but I've spent a lot of my adult life living in other countries (especially the US and England) and absolutely love jumping on a plane and going wherever my heart takes me with basically no plan, when I have the money to do so.
I'm into pretty much everything traditionally nerdy (minus scifi, I don't hate it but just don't love it), so if you like video games, anime (Gurren Lagann being my favorite, if you couldn't guess from the title), D&D, programming, or pretty much anything else nerdy we'll probably get along well. I also enjoy playing the uke (which I've gotten really good at) and the piano, and I'm a very good knitter. If we work out, I will absolutely knit you something. I also do woodworking (though it's been a while since I've had the chance) and I'm a bit of a handyman thanks to my mom having to rely on me to do the work around the house (with her help where she could). I also have a strange love for brackets while typing (if you didn't notice already). I also do Twitch streaming because what else is there to do in a global pandemic?
As for my looks, I'm 6'3" with long (for a guy) brown hair and hazel eyes. I'm decently fit, but don't work out as much as I should so I've got a bit of a "dad bod". Here's a few photos of me, the first one was from a few days ago and the rest are what I look like when I don't have both quarantine beard and hair.
As for what I'm like in a relationship, I'm (usually) pretty easy to deal with. I like to talk a lot, or more accurately I like to be talked to a lot as I'm better at listening and continuing conversation than I am at talking about myself to start it. If I'm dating someone in person, I'm very cuddly and will probably just curl up with you somewhere and watch a movie or chat or really whatever we decide we want to do.
If you've read this far and think that this all sounds good, there's a good chance I'd think the same! But there's a couple other things I'm looking for too. Most importantly you should be compassionate towards people. What I mean by this is basically just don't be awful to people for no reason and we should be okay. Another thing that's pretty important is that you can at the bare minimum tolerate animals, as I'm a huge animal lover. Last and least, I'd prefer if you were at least a bit nerdy too or enjoy some of the other hobbies I list so we have some shared interests, but that's not a dealbreaker. Looks aren't a dealbreaker either, but I still like to know what people look like.
Anyways, if you made it this far, consider messaging me! I can do Reddit messages but if you have Discord, Snapchat, Whatsapp, or really pretty much anything else I'd prefer that. Hope to hear from you soon!
submitted by GeorgioAlonzo to ForeverAloneDating [link] [comments]


2020.09.15 04:25 xnwpx0 tried my luck everything is has backfired

OC
told my roomate i think i love you. she said "I have love for you" she does a lot of little things that show me real feelings. She is seeing other people now. I couldn't close my eyes without seeing her before she started seeing others now I just see others with her. It is effecting my sleep and waking hours now as I post this at almost 2. Last weekend we talked maybe a 30. She left. Before part 1 happend we texted all day now I barely get a "ok". 3.5 month-ish ago her and her ex spllit. they dated for 1.5 years. We ater.she was fresh out of a break-up. You're damn right we watched anime for the next three or so days. Then we really found out about each other. I am not really one to share personal information. I have some weird quirks i blame being a Scorpio and raised in a nosey rural area . Mostly I lisend and watched her. Her fucking eyes man it was hard to look away back then.now i cant keep eye contact. if I had to describe my type I would use her as the model for the body, face, personality, kinks, humor, level of nerd knowledge, and attitude(she doesn't, but I love her hair everything about her from when she gets angry to when she runs from bugs. She went on to talk about her horse and her life when she was a kid. her impressive rebel streak in high school. I found that I really enjoyed her company. just sitting around it was calming to me. We began to just cuddle when she was down. She was at the sad part of her break up. I really did do the gentlemanly thing to do. Tucked myself away not even a poke, I swear I tried anyway. This continues we are pent up I'm attracted to her i know she is attracted to me now.i was just trying to comfort her. We took a nap on my bed. When we woke up we got a bit frisky. I asked her if she was sure I had been trying to avoid it. I really didn't want to so soon after her break up. I figured they might makeup and I was clearly taking sides i chose her. hands down her ex is an overbearing controlling gaslighting piece of work with a strange superiority complex. Sex happened. She really is beautiful in every way. The best part? She wanted me if only for a bit. My last relationship ended 8 months prior and she moved out 1 month before i came here. starved for human contact is an understatement. I'm gonna skip the part where we got robbed by some shitty people we thought where our friends and a junkie roommate. She talked about leaving this state to go to Oregon and me going with. I believe she was really happy. She began to say I was her twin flame. This concept excited me I looked into it (i research everything) and read as much as i could find. I was/am enthralled with her. I hadn't put roots down here I would have gone then. That day. I didn't owe anybody here anything. future goals i guess. i wonder if im just a sentimental fool or if she will remeber this stuff that made me get more involved. At some point, we got pulled into drugs. She had been there before I was brand new to it. We don't really have a circle of people in that life. I'm not sure when it happened or what it was but suddenly there was a small rift. I didn't notice until the messages barely came in she stopped telling me she missed me the cutesie stuff . and all the little things she did began to dwindle. I notice things I guess after my ex. phone dropping the near panic looks before a calm facade takes its place. She always had a lot of messages rolling in. Not unexpected she is a very pretty girl on social media. There was no sign. Until there were lots of signs she began to lie to me.(im not innocent of lies)friends showed up to pick her up. im not clueless but then i didnt have it rubbed in my face. In the 2-3 months since we started joining rooms. I gave her children my room sense its right next to hers, and my dressers. I think they got my pillows as well not that ive ever needed a pillow. Anyways that is when i started to really be pushed away. the only room that was empty is a little 10x12. where i was storing things that we didn't need in her room. My bed and a few misalliances things. I don't have much here I only brought a backpack of my things. She was out and i was hanging out in the room and she messaged me something i don't remember the conversation. I remember i said something smartass and she took me seriously. That was the night i slept in my old bed again i think (1st) it stayed set up after that. but she allowed me back into her room. i realized how possibly temperary my spot was in there. Her comfort zone, safe space, princess palace. I was just a visitor now. I could be thrown out at will. I think twice maybe three times i was "sent to my room". That was a walk of shame. I almost want to omit I cried about that the first time. We both realized i had stronger feelings for her than she for me. She used the phrase we need to talk. It was to clarify the non-relationship relationship status. she said i was too cuddly and affectionate. I really am a big cuddler. i think skin to skin contact is the best thing you can do. I'm not a PDA person it doesn't bother me. I know she was not into it. Never intentionally pushed that line. after that the rift grew. Then i had a very bad time one night where i messed up probably everything. I mentioned the drugs, here is where they come into play small fight occurred. it is kind of blurry to me I'm sure she would have a full recaptioning. The end result was her leaving to meet a guy. I think i said i didn't want her to go. anyways she didn't leave me any drugs. i had a box where it collects. she had a thing she told me to never touch. it was personal to her so i didn't. I did however find my own very similar one. i ended up finding a bunch of the drugs in my box. i promptly fell asleep on the couch without doing my hard collected drugs. i woke up to her and some guy walking in the front door. i was groggy it was early. i told her what i was doing she got mad and took my collections. and they both went to her room. at that point, i had a mot so small amount i had intended to save for her. Decided to do it all. that right there is where i fucked up everything i remember brooding about the container. Like Gollum its mine, i found it blah blah. i was getting ready for work a bit early. i think I was collecting everything so i would remember it all. I wanted some more so I wouldn't have to wake her then. that was my good intention anyways. the guy was also going to work so he walked out i walked in. looked in the regular spots didn't find anything. normally shes awake by now. Nudge her to ask her completely forgetting we had fought earlier. She spun around very fast, told me that i had broken into her room and i was to high and needed to calm down. chill. i can be prideful and spiteful which is a bad combo with any stimulant I was in a rage acting out i went to my car and unplugged the battery. I also snuck into her room for another look around. work was coming up i was getting tired. i wanted it...i needed it. **Gollum Gollum** didn't find it. i was going out and i saw her phone. im sure i wanted to get back at her for hoarding the small horde i collected. But the key thought was jealousy. I was hurt by the fact he had her attention for however long i slept. That's when my brain kicked into a drug-fueled overdrive. slinging out half thought through conclusions. i decided i was going to block his number. so when she texted him he would never get it and vice versa. that is the shadiest, shittiest, most pathetic and most regrettable thing I've ever done. I'm embarrassed by it, but it is here now. after that, I went to work. She caught on rather quickly to my shame. both things i had done where so petty and juvenile. i slept 4 hours in the company car while being driven around. when she called i woke up in a daze. Talked to her, and immediately denied everything I went from petty vandalism and an invasion of privacy to her hot button. lying. That was the how & when of it all happened. thanks to my stupidity the rift practically doubled. it went from some messages down to nothing really for a few days or a week. let's just say i was sober after that with a vigilant sponsor who still used. that is just part one. of my now 3 part fuck up as of last night.\par
Part 2 : So the second time i fucked up i think we're both at fault she disagrees but in my opinion, this is what happened. we were arguing about something again i can't precisely remember. so obviously i was high. when our fight reached its climax she said she was going to her long time friend's house. and i said fine you should go im going for a walk and i snatched up my shoes and left before she knew what was happening. she called me about half a mile down the road maybe 6 minutes. she asked me what i was doing i said i didn't even know maybe be homless again maybe go back home many many miles away like more than a month or walking. we talked for a minute i mostly calmed down. she seemed calm. i sat down for a few minutes smoke a cig tried to be calm. when i was walking back she drove past me and honked on her way to her friend's house. I don't think she got home until 4 maybe later than that. i made some apologies set up a bigger room and have been very quiet. like house arrest but house exile. trying to be me again make up for how shitty i was. i lent her money I couldn't afford to lend a few times. ive suffered in silence i didn't let her know. I didn't want her to know i wanted to do better and be good. for being a bad friend/roommate/twin-flame. someone who she shouldn't have to worry about some kind of betrayal or some devious plan to fuck her over. she started bringing over some new people. shes furloughed so I understand being bored here. Mainly girls and her old friend she said never had a chance because of his teeth. i wasn't jealous at all with just that little bit of informtion. kind of makes me wanna figure out why guys threaten me while girls don't raise a warning flag in the slightest. however, it didn't even register with me to think about my roommate being invited to a 3sum. with the girl i met and her husband. that was building up for a few days (i think) as they got closer to her i backed away started going to my room more and more. they think i was being anti-social or rude or that i don't like them. for the record, i don't dislike them as people. The first few times we hung out was fun i enjoyed it. played magic drank it was all good. until one night she said she was going to a long time friend's house ( guy with the teeth) normal their kids hang out and i was reassured nothing gonna happen. no biggy anyways im playing around on Reddit its like 2:10 she walks in the door. i say hi talk for a minute she goes to bed i think nothing of it. The next time the couple comes over he asks her why she left at 2 and she explains she couldn't get comfortable that is when i realized she lied to me. after making a huge deal about not lying to each other and how we don't have to tell each other everything cause we're not together. while they're talking about it i excuse myself from the group. I calmly walk into my room closed the door and broke down in my room. i never even expected her to lie to me i trusted her never questioned it. from the get-go, i just had a sense of peace and trust. it felt like she would never lead me astray deliberately. she talked me into hanging out with them one more time. while the girls dropped acid i was still kinda off about hanging out. reluctantly i joined them both girls naked. i sat on the edge of the bed just playing on my phone then i held the blacklight while he drew and then tattooed my roomie. they were all winding down the couple had a lease they had to sign in the morning i thought it was the end of the party. i hung out waiting for them to leave cause she was still high and i didn't wanna leave her alone. acid buddies!! but then they said they where kinda tired and where gonna sleep it off. they laid down thos two cuddled and then he reached for my roomie's leg and got her into the pile i wasn't upset or anything at that point. its when he reached up a little higher and her face didn't for a second say no, or hesitate. then she looked right at me.time kinda stopped time for me.. i swear she has magic eyes i couldn't tell you if they're a deep blue or bright green. undefinable. definite power over me my anger and adrenaline spiked. I couldn't stay there i didn't even wanna know what was happening it took all my will power to walk past them and not rip him away and i just hurt him for some slight that doesn't exist. its a very good thing for us both i was startlingly sober for the last week-ish. \par
Part 3: after i left her room i hid away. made myself scarce picked up extra work at my day job and found side work doing at anything to be busy for a few days but that ran out. then i was here and she wasn't. she stopped by to get stuff. and for what seems like forever i was alone she was in the house like less then10 minutes a day. she started to avoid me that's when the car broke down. the universe pushed us back into the same house at the same time. i figured anyway. so we decided to clean the house. living room reorganized, made it look a lot better. we sat down to talk about the car how to fix the radiator 98 bucks i just lent her 100+20+20 the week before for her nails. and another 100 last week. the stress of having to balance work and the bills and the rent and my relationship with her AND i help her do what ever she wants when i get home . i would hinestly do that if i was 3 time as tired thats the only time i get with her now. i used to stay up as late as possible just to be around her more but it is exhausting me. Work takes everything physical and the combination takes mental and emotional. whatever is left is broken at this point.gave her my card told her i had 74 dollers for the rest of the week its monday today she came back i had 11 i didnt say anything she later needed smokes i understand that so sure use my card i had to go sit by the back window for a bit. she is the one who snapped me out of it. and im thankful for that. so i looked for something to keep busy with. WE cleaned her room she had been dropping clothes off on the floor during the week. I went through them with her halfway through the pile ,I pulled out his boxers and another pair a second later. i did the dishes extra fast. the mental image of her with someone else hit me like a ton of bricks. went outside sat it the chair while it started raining and smoked. my hands were shaking i don't know what that was about. went back in i almost had to walk away but as i regain more sober thoughts i have more emotional control. so i just sat there pulling more clothes out. thought that maybe now would be a good time to talk and explain it better. we talked for a minute. just a few exchanges i wanted to go to sleep. the thing she said that is sticking with me is "as long as i am is happy fuck everybody else".- her. so i fisnished the clothes smoke a 3rd one in 20 minutes ask if she needs anything else. all good go to my room. decided i needed to think about what she had said. process it and let it sink in. when i left the guy and one other person where here. she thinks i left because they showed up she asked if i wnted to smoke i should have i could have clairifyed if thats what she ment but i walked it rained i came back one was leaving walked inside and i was stil mad about what she had said. i have a little punching bag in my closet. i used to box i enjoy the effort and the excorsize i got amped up started playing some heavy metal russian music. they dipped out at like 8 or 9 they just pulled back up 6:35 \par
\tab\par
\tab im a romantic idiot who got into and out of drugs and while on that adventure fell into a stupid amount of feelings for the shepard of the adventure. right now im sad about it but ill never regret meeting her.im figureing out im the problem and im the problem on drugs so i dont know how to cope except move get out get space think.
}
submitted by xnwpx0 to venting [link] [comments]


2020.09.15 04:06 Aloysius_Chinigan RWBY Ship Anagrams #32 – Velvet Scarlatina Ships (Part 2/3)

I have to admit, Velvet has so far been my personal favorite of Team CFVY when it comes to these posts. I was worried that the majority of these would include the word 'nun' and it'd be stale, but the ship names keep getting more and more creative the further along I get in this series.
Also! I decided that if I finish the pairing series and people want more, I may also do the OT3's on our community shipping chart next. Does anyone like the sound of that?
––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––
Velvet Scarlatina Ships (Part 1/3) < YOU ARE HERE > Velvet Scarlatina Ships (Part 3/3)
––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––
  1. Hat Trick (Velvet x Roman) – Thick Art
  2. Horned Hare (Velvet x Adam) – Harden, Hero!
  3. Cute and Cuddly (Velvet x Hazel) – Nude Caddy Cult
  4. March Hare (Velvet x Tyrian) – Ah, Charmer
  5. AC/DC (Velvet x Watts) – DACA
  6. Club Hopping (Velvet x Junior) – Chub Lopping
  7. Copied Choreography (Velvet x Melanie) – Good Coach Periphery
  8. Bunny Claws (Velvet x Miltia) – Bawl Unsync
  9. Rabbit Season (Velvet x WF Lieutenant) – Best Abrasion
  10. Photographic Memory (Velvet x Merlot) – Metamorphic Orgy Hop
  11. Whipped Scarlet (Velvet x Glynda) – Lewd Cat Shipper
  12. Grey Hares (Velvet x Ozpin) – Shyer Rage
  13. Peter Cottontail (Velvet x Port) – Protection Latté
  14. Energizer (Velvet x Oobleck) – Ere Zinger
  15. Family Photos (Velvet x Summer) – Shoplift Mayo
  16. Warren Elder (Velvet x Taiyang) – Le Render War
  17. Portal Jumpers (Velvet x Raven) – Major Lust Prep
  18. Fizzy Bunny (Velvet x Qrow) – By Fuzzy Inn
  19. Buns of Steel (Velvet x Ironwood) – Lube Softens
  20. Snow Bunny (Velvet x Winter) – Won by Nuns
  21. All Flash (Velvet x Jacques) – LaL Shalf
  22. Woodlanders (Velvet x Klein) – Adds Own Lore
  23. Velvet Mane (Velvet x Lionheart) – Leave TV Men
  24. Safari Photographs (Velvet x Arslan) – Pastor Pharaoh Figs
  25. Rabbit Rain (Velvet x Bolin) – Brain at Rib
  26. Demo Reel (Velvet x Reese) – Erode Elm
  27. Precious Girl (Velvet x Nadir) – R.I.P. Logic User
submitted by Aloysius_Chinigan to RWBY [link] [comments]


2020.09.14 23:43 dj_warner6291988 Found a Fluff " Big Daddy's Day Out "

Found a Fluffy
Big Daddy’s Day out

Here it is Big Papa’s pov. Warning there is some Fluffy on fluffy abuse as well as slight human on fluffy abuse later on.WARNING ABUSE AHEAD!!! Even though the main story being hug box or neutral at times.
After you all read this chapter, Please… comment. Comments about your favorite parts or characters and why they were your favorite parts or characters can help me to understand what I'm doing right, as well as wrong in some cases.
And thank you all for reading!!
Also if you wish to be a part of the alerts list let me know. They are now posted at the bottom of the post.As always if i messed some lore or something about fluffies up please let me know in comments or in a message. I will gladly try and adapt as I can. I am still learning.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Audrey finished up with them and then looked tot he fluffs, “ok… I have something to get done. Please… try not to get into any more fights while i'm gone. Taffy… please no picking on Mocha. Big papa… please don't hurt Taffy…” She sighed, “I really don't like this, and seriously i'm considering just taking-”“Big Papa No do Bad!” Arrow defended, “Taffy was bad fwuffy, and Big Papa was telling him be gud.”
Audrey sighed, “Fine… ill leave him, but i don't want anyone hurt or fighting or any of that when i get back.” She tried to sound firm.
She grabbed her purse and got ready to go looking out among the… she was calling it a dustball and didn't care what others said, the term was to cute not to use. She looked out among her Dustball and just hoped that everything would be ok while she was gone.
Once Audrey was out of the door Big Papa went to his chair, It seemed Audrey had left the window open and he enjoyed the breeze. However unlike most days, he was not looking Out the window but rather In the window.
After some time. Taffy began to slowly they glanced about and seemed to still have their cheeks puffed. They walked past mocha who Greeted him happily and to the feeder and began to eat… when they seen mocha get closer they began to try and cover the food dish and eat even more making sure to lock eyes with Mocha and act as if he was not aloud to eat from the bowl.
“Why Taffy Bwudder no wan pway wif Mocha? Why eaten wike dat?”
Big papa casually got down and walked over, “Taffy, wat doin?”
Taffy seemed to freeze mid open mouth bite and slowly close his mouth to look over at his father.
“Nuffen?” they tried to say with a mouth full of half chewed food.
“Wewy? Wook to Big Papa dat ou is twying to eat all de nummehs and not sawe wif Mocha.” he sat down looking at his one son with a bored expression.
Taffy swallowed the food in their mouth and sloooowly began to back up.
Mocha looked confused, “Mocha not eben want nummiehs now? Mocha wan pway?”
Big Papa gently rubbed his other son’s head. Knowing the life inside had more thenlikely made them unaware of some situations, “It otay Mocha go pway wif odder fwuffies. Miwwy’s babehs wook wike deh wan pway.” he smiled.
Mocha smiled short attention span doing its magic.
Taffy was sitting off to the side and looking grumpy with puffed out cheeks and a glare at Mocha.
Big Papa let out a sigh and shook his head then went over and sat beside taffy watching the rest of the heard, “Taffy … what wiwwy wong? Ou not been happy since we fown nu home.”
“No wan be hewe. No wan Dummeh Hooman who tewl fwuffy wat do. No wan share Papa wiff dummeh poopie Bwudder, No Wan Time OUt In Sowwy POT!” he growled standing up and puffing out his cheeks at Big Papa. Who looked at him bored and unamused.
“Adwy No Dummeh Hooman!” Arrow interjected her one good ear pulled back and growling as she approached, “Adwy gud Hooman. Awow Saw wats of Bad dummeh hoomans befow Adwy finded Awow. Wats a Meanie hoowmans, Some gib forweba sweepies jus to keep fwuffies fuw. Or kick at fwuffy just cus fwuffy hungy. Adwy no Do dat. She ownwy gib Ou Time Out cus Ou mad Mocha Cwy. SHe eben putted Big Papa in de sowwy cawyer cus Ou was gibben sowwy hoovies.” Arrow seemed more then irritated someone was now not only insulting HER foal but also HER human.
“Ou aww Dummehs! Aww Dummehs! Ou wet Stoopeh Hooman Twick Ou into tewwen Ou wat do! Me Mamah no wet Hooman teww what do. She was Smawty No wike hoomans. Now Stupeh hoomans Take Mumah away and now me Stuck Hewe wif Dummeh Hooman and stupeh hewd! Nebah gon see mumah again! Neba gon get Mumah to wuv me!” Taffy began to run tword the window and began to beat at it with his tiny hooves.
Big papa walked over got up on his hind hooves and bit at the corner and pulled the screen off, “Dere… Go. If Ou fink it bedda out dere den in wewe go and Find Ou Wild Huwed. Get ou sompwace outdew.”
“Wait why taffy and Big papa weaving?” mocha pouted.
Arrow nuzzled him and began to Groom Mocha, “De be back. Taffy wan wiv on stweets be
Stweet fwuffy.”
Big Papa didn't respond to them just waited for Taffy to leap out and onto the fire escape. Big papa picked up Taffy and began to carry them down and to the street. Then down a ally and away from sight of the building. Once done he dropped taffy and looked down at him with almost cold uncaring eyes.
“Ou Mumah was no Smawty. Big Papa no wike Smawties. Won't wet dem wiv wiff Hurd. Understand Taffy?” He gave the foal a chance to reply
“Me Nu Cawe!” he stated stomping his hoof, “Me am pwitty bebeh and me am Smawty bebeh no wiv wiff Stupeh Hurd or Dummeh Hu-” the foal flew back and onto his back, as he looked up confused at his father.
“No talk bad bout Adwy. Adwy gud hooman. Adwy get wid of bad muma who Wanted eat Bebeh. Or did taffy foowget? Taffy Foowget how Ou mumah stomp bwudehs and sistows? Forget how Ou mumah would eat some bebehs if fought Big Papa was taken to wong wiff nummies?”
Taffy was crying their cheek starting to swell and nose bloody a bit, “Nu Cawe. Adwy caww bad hoomans, Bad hoomans take Mumah. Adwy is bad Poopeh dummeh who-” they let out a small chirp as they were again knocked back this time a little harder. Their back leg was now bleeding a bit.
“Taffy Dummeh bebeh. Him dummeh cus he no wemembu, Ou wan wiv wike dat… fine. Big Papa Take Ou back dat.”
Big papa then picked them up giving the other no chance to get up he began to walk down the streets this way that… he seemed to stop and lick at Taffy if he seen people watching him. Making it look like he was caring for a wounded foal. After all… he didn't need humans interfearing right now.
But… eventually he got to the box. The same that Audrey had found them at and he dropped Taffy there.
“You wan home… hewe de home we weff. Big Papa no hewp Ou do. Ou wanna be wiffout good home, without hooman wuv ou, or Nummies ebey day. Ou stay here… Ou wiv here. No Cwy to Adwy when Ou Cowd, tummy huwties and scawd.” He narrowed his eyes, “Ou wiv here wif wild fwuffies who wiww eat Ou, And beat Ou or worse. Ou want dis. Ou got it.” he turned to leave.
Taffy called after him crying. But Big Papa did not look back. Instead he took another path home and noticed several older teen boys sitting along a wall… one dropped something.
“Ah dang it.” he looked down it was just a foot out of reach.
Big papa quickly rushed over and picked up the item and stood up to hand it to them.
The group looked hesitant but one took it from him.
“Uh...thanks?”
“Welcome… Big papa ask favew?” he sat and tried to look as cute and cuddly as possible.
“What?” the one sitting beside his freiend asked. More confused not sure if they heard right.
“One Ou Kick fwuffy? Need wook wike in fight.” He stated sitting looking pleasant.
The two looked to one another then down to the fluffy...that to them… was NOT acting like normal fluffies who approached them asking for huggies or home.
“Why do you want kicked?” one chuckled.
“Dew Vewwwy pwitty mawe back home. But she onwy wan touffy fwuffy. But me no find bad fwuffy to fight. So ou Kick me pwese? Make me wook Tough?” He tried to sound as innocent and sweet as he could.
The third one finally spoke up, “look i know i helped stomp that other fluffy nest… but is it just me or is kicking this fellow sounding like its just mean?”
The first oen got up, “Hay he asked. Though i'm going to feel a little bad about it.” he then pulled back… and kicked the stallion.
Big papa after a groan got up limping a bit, “Fank Ou…” he began to limp away.
First teen, “ok. like kicking a smarties head in is fine, but, i kinda feel bad about that one… even if he did ask.” he looked over his shoulder and watched Big papa limping away and down the allies.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Audrey was about to lecture them when there was a noise at the window… Everyone’s eyes looked over and there was Big Papa… looking dirty… and a little beat up nose bleeding.
“Big Papa?” Audrey rushed over to him and gently picked him up.
He let out a whine and then he was being removed from Audrey’s arms, “I have him… “ the vet said as she began to look him over and fix him up.
“What happened to you? Ware is Taffy?” Audrey asked confused and worried.
“Nu now.” Big Papa whimpered as his chest was bandaged.
“He has some broken ribs i think… we may need to get him to a proper clinique.” The vet stated.
Audrey nodded, “Ok… You two you got enough room in that Van to load us all up? I ...think i left my car at the burger shop. And i don't really want to leave everyone here…”
The two began helping Audrey put the fluffs in boxes or carriers and get them down to the Van.
The landlady tried to stop her as she went past carrying Big Papa, “what happen? Whats going on?”
“Big Papa came in through the window hurt looks like he got into a fight with something ill be back.” She stated as quickly as she could before they were gone out the door and into the van and off to the closest vet office ware they could take over their surgery room.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
This is a side story from the Fluffies Pov the main story this is companion to is below
Found a Fluffy Part 14- Here
And alerts for new chapters:
u/MysticBolillo , u/Tavaris_ , u/RoDiboY_UwU , u/vopco , u/Book-Dragoness , u/ENGLivesAndZERO , u/LuckyArceus , u/UCRagingBull2 , u/ginnekko , u/UCRagingBull2 , u/ill_do_it_myself
submitted by dj_warner6291988 to fluffycommunity [link] [comments]


2020.09.14 18:37 AAFourAA [False Deities] - PART 4

Start Here!
Inferni was surprisingly gentle for being a giant, bone dragon with a heart of pure fire. I couldn't move my body anymore due to the excruciating pain my injured back brought. Luckily, the dragon clasped me in its teeth ever so gently and set me down on a soft bed of grass. He spewed a small stream of flames to light a pile of sticks. The night had turned ice cold, so the warmth of the fire was much needed.
I had fallen asleep on our journey to wherever we are. A field of grass went out as far as the eye could see, which wasn't too far because of a thick fog blanket that clogged the area. A giant tree towered above us with branches that could easily be considered trees themselves. The full moon poked through the hazy sky, bringing just enough light to render a torch unnecessary.
Raytal knelt before the tree, his armored head resting on the pommel of his fiery sword. The faint sound of him murmuring lingered across the eerily quiet field.
I tried my best to tune in to what he said, but he jumped to his feet and jabbed his sword into the tree’s trunk.
I harrowing howl dispersed all of the fog surrounding the tree, and from the thick canopy, a shadowy figure shot down. The figure dove straight for Raytal.
"Watch out!" I screamed as Raytal blocked the strike from the shadow.
The figure flipped back and prepared for another strike. It wielded gauntlets on its hands, each protruding a large curved blade that resembled fangs.
The shadowy figure howled once more, parting the sea of grass with the mighty sound. With a blur, it dove straight for Raytal, who managed to sidestep the assault. The figure quickly caught onto the sun shaper's movements and shot a quick slash that scraped the red armor, bringing a shower of sparks.
"Raytal!" I screamed and turned to Inferni, who was curled up in a sleeping position. "Inferni! You must help him!"
The bone dragon lazily lifted its head and watched the combat. It set it back down and wriggled around to get more comfortable.
A shockwave of energy knocked me over onto my face. I jerked and winced in pain as I saw the two struggling with blades met. The shadowy figure twirled, causing Raytal’s blade to hit the ground, but the sun shaper met the figure with a spin himself. They both paused just before meeting one another’s neck with their weapons. The duo’s quick movements came to a freeze, and now what stood before me were two statues.
A fit of laughter broke from the duo as they both lowered their weapons.
“Your speed has not faltered one bit, Sazra,” Raytal laughed.
“It’s hard to keep it sharp living a reclusive life,” the she-beast said. “It’s been a long time, Raytal.”
The two embraced for a hug. I saw that the shadowy figure was a beast garbed in dark silks. The gauntlets she wielded were pitch black, the blades that it supported were a stark contrast being as white as the moon.
“My friend needs some help,” Raytal said as the two walked over to me. “Her back may be broken.”
“Is that so?” The she-beast lifted my shirt to inspect my injury.
“Hey!” I cried.
“That’s one nasty wound,” Sazra said. “Nothing one of my concoctions cant fix.” She turned to Raytal and said, “so what do I owe the occasion? The sun shaper visiting me after centuries is an anomaly if I’ve ever seen one.”
“Ashantia’Luva,” Raytal said.
“What?” Sazra’s eyes widened. “Who managed to get passed you? Who awakened the false Deity?”
Raytal set is gaze on me, Sazra followed.
“This frail little girl bested you?” she questioned.
“It’s a complicated story. First, let us mend her wound.”
###
Sazra had a small home high up in the massive tree. A healthy fire heated and lit the small space. The aroma of burning wood and boiling stew filled the room. I was sat comfortably on a wooden chair near the fire and steaming pot. My stomach growled with anger, I hadn’t eaten since before I ventured down into the tombs.
“Drink this.” Sazra held a steamy mug in front of my face. “It’ll mend your back.”
A strong smell of herbs and spices made my eyes water. I grabbed the hot mug and took a sip. The overwhelming taste burned down my throat.
“Ew, what is this?” I asked, struggling to stomach down the strange drink.
“A special tea made from the rarest of herbs and spices. It will fix all of your injuries.”
I gulped down the steamy drink, squinting my eyes as I kept down each powerful sip. I wiped the foam from my lips as I handed the empty mug back to the she-beast. She looked cuddly without her battle garb on. I wanted to stroke her fur to feel if it was soft, but I didn't want to push my luck.
She joined Raytal’s side, who gazed onto a map. It rested on a large table not too far from the warm fire.
“So, we cannot use the mountain pass?” He asked Sazra.
She shook her head. “A lot has changed since you last roamed the lands. The quickest way to get to Boldon is through the crevice.”
“The crevice? That place is crawling with rock-spiders.”
“Indeed, but I’d rather fight a pack of rock-spiders than evade wailing banshees.”
“I thought the order took care of those damned necromancers.”
“The order has ceased to exist two hundred years ago.”
“And you’re sure he is still in Boldon?”
“Rock golems tend to stay stationary.”
“Indeed they do,” Raytal said as he took his red helmet off.
I looked away from his rotting, gray flesh.
“So, are you going to tell me why the hell you allowed this girl to awaken the Deities?”
“Yeah,” I said, the duo jerked to me. “Why would you allow me to use Ashantia’Luva’s gem to awaken her. From what I saw, her intentions are evil.”
Raytal glanced between me and the she-beast. “That answer will be revealed when the time is right,” he said. “All I ask is that you trust me on this. The four Deities are probably wreaking havoc as we speak. The hourglass is running out for may innocents.”
“Then let us leave first thing in the morning,” Sazra said. “The girl--”
“It’s, Varenna,” the sun shaper interrupted.
“Varenna needs to rest for the night in order for the tea to take full effect.” Sazra finished.
Raytal peered over to me. “I think she could rest just fine on Inferni’s back.”
NEXT
submitted by AAFourAA to redditserials [link] [comments]


2020.09.14 06:14 TimberChips Help. I got a surprise kitten. Was abandoned and later rejected by its mother, so it's stuck with me now, but I know little about cats.

I spent this weekend up on the mountains. Slept up there, much fun was had, very stinky, very tired. Then, as I was finally getting home just in time to go to sleep, the friend who was driving me talked me into stopping at her house for a bit. Then showed me a kitten her mum had just found.
It had been abandoned and later rejected by who they thought was it's mother. Friend mum had been trying to care for it but... Didn't seem to be doing a good job.
I got worried for the thing's life, so I talked my friend into driving me to a 24h vet.
Soooo... Now a have a cute fluffy and cuddly living doormat in a big box at home. I got enough kitten milk to last me a few days and a basic understanding of proper kitten care.
That said, I've never had a cat and I'm in urgent need of advice and guidance, so...
Reddit, do your thing. I'll pay in sleepy kitten pics.
submitted by TimberChips to cats [link] [comments]


2020.09.14 03:39 warrior-of-ice Looking for advice for a near death bedroom to save it from going dead

Hello, first time poster here. I’ll get right to the point as english isnt my first language so i shouldn’t drag the text lol. I’ve been dating my gf for a bit more than a year now and it is now apprent that my libido is many times stronger than hers. I’d be happy if we could have it 5-6 times a month, she is perfectly OK with 4-5 times a year. At first we had sex often but quickly after 2 months or so she began turning me down. Kisses, yes, hugging, yes, cuddles, oh yes. Sex, nu-uh. Her appartment is on my way to work so i can easily drop by after work, and she likes me to sleep over if i have the next day off. We regularly take baths together. I sleep naked, she cuddles into me. You get the point. Just no further. I let my fingers loose, she said why we cant just be cute and cuddly, and why do we always have to end it with sex. We have sex so infrequently these days that i can recall the day we had sex in the last 5 times we did. Longest streak i’ve gone is 6 weeks. Never wanted it. We talk about it, and every time she’d break down and cry and say she just doesnt want it. I feel so bad but i also know if this relationship is to last im not gonna be able to cope with sex the frequency of rain in the Sahara. Recently i told her it’s gotten to a point that i dont see her as a sexual partner anymore. I would understand if she was religious or something but we do have sex from times to times and we freakin’ take baths together. I dont understand. She has toys but rarely use them. Every time we do have sex i make sure she enjoys it and she admits she enjoys it. She orgasms without difficulty. Our relationship is otherwise great. We spend quality time together. I love her a lot and i want to continue this relationship and make it thrive. So Reddit, what am I to do?
submitted by warrior-of-ice to DeadBedrooms [link] [comments]


2020.09.13 07:09 chiyukichan How do I get my foster kittens to be more cuddly with people?

I got my foster kittens at 4 weeks old and have had them 2 weeks so far. Mama was feral, but someone else was trying to take care of them before giving up and turning them over to the rescue group I am with.
They are very quiet and docile kittens, just not very cuddly. In the past I've only had bottle babies and by the time they were running around they were already very people acclimated and would seek you out for attention. These kittens occupy themselves exploring and playing and are willing to be held for a short time before fussing, but overall are not that interested in pets or cuddles. I haven't even heard them purr!
Is there anything I can do to make them more interested in people?
kitten tax here
submitted by chiyukichan to cats [link] [comments]


2020.09.12 18:45 rin_bluebat LOST CAT - $150 REWARD

$150 CASH REWARD FOR HIS SAFE RETURN
Please check this imgur link for photos of him - http://imgur.com/gallery/l3l51jv
I had taken Stromboli for a walk in the Three Lakes park (located at 400 Sausiluta Dr, Richmond, VA 23227) yesterday, 9/11 in the morningtime for about an hour, having had previously positive experiences walking him on a harness, when he suddenly bolted and wiggled completely out of his harness near the end of the trail (well, where you start) by the parking lot in the park. I stayed for hours and looked but no luck. Stromboli is about two years old, and is micro chipped. PLEASE help me find him, he is the sweetest, most cuddly cat and will likely come when beckoned. He is a bit hesitant at first but has been very friendly with strangers. Please PM me with any info, I can provide my cell # if that helps. I've posted on multiple facebook pages & will be printing out flyers today. Thank you.
*I don't post on reddit much, so please let me know if there's a better subreddit to be using or something about my post I should edit.
submitted by rin_bluebat to rva [link] [comments]


2020.09.10 14:42 Antithesys Canon References - "Terminal Provocations" [Spoilers]

revious Episodes
DIS S1 E01-02 E03 E04 E05 E06 E07 E08
E09 E10 E11 E12 E13 E14 E15
DIS S2 E01 E02 E03 E04 E05 E06 E07
E08 E09 E10 E11 E12 E13 E14
STs S1 ST01 ST02 ST03 ST04
STs S2 ST05 ST06 ST07 ST08-09 ST10
PIC E01 E02 E03 E04 E05 E06 E07
E08 E09 E10
LD E01 E02 E03 E04 E05 E06
Episode 6 - "Terminal Provocations"
  • Boimler attempts to imitate the engine sounds of various starships. There is an ever-present ambient humming/pulsing sound in the background of many scenes in the franchise, and its "soothing" nature has inspired hours-long Youtube white-noise videos.
  • The Drookmani are salvaging a vessel of the same design as the cargo drone ships in "More Tribbles, More Troubles." The design was retroactively used for the previously-unseen Antares in the remastered version of "Charlie X," and the derelict's registry NCC-502 is one higher than that ship.
  • The Drookmani's captain is voiced by JG Hertzler, whose varied Trek credits include General Martok, hero of the Dominion War and Chancellor of the Klingon Empire.
  • The captain also sports an eye patch, which is clearly a reference to the panhandler in "False Profits."
  • Shaxs continually suggests destroying the Drookmani freighter, and his advice is continually ignored. Worf suffered from the same malady throughout TNG as Picard preferred a diplomatic solution.
  • The Cerritos' tractor beam makes the same noise as the one in TNG.
  • Fletcher met Boimler at the Academy. The trope of "old Academy buddy causing trouble" is recycled again and again throughout Trek, perhaps most obviously with Kirk in TOS.
  • Fletcher cites an incident in which Boimler nearly had his heart eaten by Nausicaans. These brutes were introduced in TNG as the Klingonesque troublemakers who fought a young Picard and stabbed him in the heart.
  • Rutherford speculates the disputed cargo could contain "cryo-frozen princesses;" this is not a specific reference but people have been discovered cryogenically frozen in episodes like "Space Seed," "The Neutral Zone" and "The 37s." EDIT: u/Kryosquid - user name checks out - notes it's actually quite similar to the plot of "Precious Cargo."
  • Tendi thinks it might be the "clamshell design" communicators, evoking the flip-phones from TOS.
  • When describing the benefits of holodeck training, Rutherford tediously name-drops famous figures previously seen in holodecks:
    • Sherlock Holmes - "Elementary Dear Data" et al.
    • Robin Hood - "Qp--"...wait, that wasn't the holodeck.
    • Sigmund Freud - "Phantasms"
    • Cyrano de Bergerac - "The Nth De--"...wait, that wasn't the holodeck either.
    • Einstein - "The Nth Degree" and "Descent"
    • da Vinci - "Scorpion" et al.
    • Stephen Hawking - "Descent"
    • Socrates - "Darkling"
  • The Deckers have to mess with isolinear cores, which involves pulling out isolinear chips and putting them back in. TNG introduced isolinear chips as technobabble hardware usually serving as the circuitry or guts of a computer.
  • The Zebulon Sisters and their Chu Chu Dance are not references, but Mariner saw them on Deep Space 3, a station briefly alluded to in "Interface."
  • Badgey is more of a reference to external software assistants, but a computer helper was seen in the form of a fish in "Rascals."
  • One of the plotlines in the episode is the famous "holodeck gone wrong" story required by WGA regulations for any series with a holodeck, where the slightest technical glitch elsewhere on the ship results in holograms running amok, turning self-aware and lethal, giving birth to Windows 95 screensavers, etc. The first such installment was "The Big Goodbye," with a forerunner in "The Practical Joker."
  • The design of the Bajoran marketplace does bear similarities to Bajoran architecture and other cultural references to that world, including the Bajoran "logo" used as the commbadge for DS9 crew.
  • Freeman calls for evasive pattern Sulu Alpha. Hikaru Sulu, helmsman of the TOS Enterprise, knew his way around a fight and eventually became captain of the Excelsior, so it's only natural he would have inspired tactical maneuvers.
  • Fletcher initially attempts to attack the core with a tool; the tool's design is familiar and is probably some kind of coupler or spanner or something but I'm unable to specify it.
  • "Environment 83" is a frozen landscape; the broken holodeck in "The Big Goodbye" briefly switched to such a place.
  • u/crapusername47 identified one of the security officers as an Antaran, who appeared in "The Breach."
  • Fletcher is reassigned to the Titan, presumably under the command of William T Riker heading up the Romulan task force after Nemesis.
  • The keys to the captain's yacht are attached to a tribble keychain. Tribbles are the furry, cuddly, hungry, horny little breakfast cereals introduced in TOS.
submitted by Antithesys to startrek [link] [comments]


2020.09.10 14:41 ThrowRA3410 I (18f) think my bf(18m) could be *talking* to my best friend (18f) because they both reply to me within 2 minutes of each other

My boyfriend and I have been together for roughly 9 months now, and it’s been great for the most part (we’ve had a few small arguments but I mean, who hasn’t). We’re both each other’s firsts. I’d say we’re compatible, we have similar humour, similar interests, and we’re both quite cuddly people. He knows about my insecurities and has tried to help me get better with them, though I’m still pretty insecure about a lot of things.
My best friend of 10 years has recently (a few weeks) come out of a year long relationship, it was never going to last, they just weren’t compatible, but it ended on relatively good terms so she’s not upset about it or anything. They argued a lot, and over lockdown they barely spoke, which made her realise that she didn’t want to be with him anymore.
On to the issue: I know it could just be a massive coincidence, but for the past week or so my best friend and boyfriend have been messaging me roughly around the same time. While I don’t have an issue with my bf talking to other girls, he knows I have a problem with him talking to my best friend (she used to message and flirt with my ex and I found out when she asked me to check her emails. I didn’t confront her about it because she’s basically my only friend and I didn’t want to be left with no one). My bf has also been a bit more secretive with his phone, and sometimes he seems uninterested in what I have to say. Either I’m reading into things because I’m scared he’s getting bored of me and is going to leave me, or something is actually going on. I’m scared to bring it up because I don’t want it to seem like I don’t trust my bf, but he can tell somethings up
Update
submitted by ThrowRA3410 to relationship_advice [link] [comments]


2020.09.10 12:01 weiner_strudel [Breeds] First dog & curious companion!

Hi Reddit, this is my first ever post so let me know if my format or anything is wrong :)
I'm seriously thinking about adopting and found this forum and questionnaire super helpful. Any and all replies are very much appreciated, thanks! I'm also happy to answer more questions if I wasn't clear enough
submitted by weiner_strudel to dogs [link] [comments]


2020.09.07 05:45 nmitchell076 What's New in Music Theory? September 2020

What's New In Music Theory? September 2020

Welcome to the September edition of /musictheory's "What's New in Music Theory?" megathread, a monthly digest of the latest publications, videos, conferences, and other resources from the wide world of music theory.
Have more to add? Let us know in the comments!

The August Edition of the SMT Newsletter may be found here

New Books

New Dissertations

(Note: only dissertations listed on Proquest or the MTO dissertation database are included here. Links are provided only to open access materials)

New Journals & Other Scholarly Publications

Conferences.

New Videos

Podcast Episodes

Blogs & Misc.

What's New in Theory Archive
submitted by nmitchell076 to musictheory [link] [comments]


2020.09.06 20:39 AAFourAA (PART 4) False Deities

HUB
Inferni was surprisingly gentle for being a giant, bone dragon with a heart of pure fire. I couldn't move my body anymore due to the excruciating pain my injured back brought. Luckily, the dragon clasped me in its teeth ever so gently and set me down on a soft bed of grass. He spewed a small stream of flames to light a pile of sticks. The night had turned ice cold, so the warmth of the fire was much needed.
I had fallen asleep on our journey to wherever we are. A field of grass went out as far as the eye could see, which wasn't too far because of a thick fog blanket that clogged the area. A giant tree towered above us with branches that could easily be considered trees themselves. The full moon poked through the hazy sky, bringing just enough light to render a torch unnecessary.
Raytal knelt before the tree, his armored head resting on the pommel of his fiery sword. The faint sound of him murmuring lingered across the eerily quiet field.
I tried my best to tune in to what he said, but he jumped to his feet and jabbed his sword into the tree’s trunk.
I harrowing howl dispersed all of the fog surrounding the tree, and from the thick canopy, a shadowy figure shot down. The figure dove straight for Raytal.
"Watch out!" I screamed as Raytal blocked the strike from the shadow.
The figure flipped back and prepared for another strike. It wielded gauntlets on its hands, each protruding a large curved blade that resembled fangs.
The shadowy figure howled once more, parting the sea of grass with the mighty sound. With a blur, it dove straight for Raytal, who managed to sidestep the assault. The figure quickly caught onto the sun shaper's movements and shot a quick slash that scraped the red armor, bringing a shower of sparks.
"Raytal!" I screamed and turned to Inferni, who was curled up in a sleeping position. "Inferni! You must help him!"
The bone dragon lazily lifted its head and watched the combat. It set it back down and wriggled around to get more comfortable.
A shockwave of energy knocked me over onto my face. I jerked and winced in pain as I saw the two struggling with blades met. The shadowy figure twirled, causing Raytal’s blade to hit the ground, but the sun shaper met the figure with a spin himself. They both paused just before meeting one another’s neck with their weapons. The duo’s quick movements came to a freeze, and now what stood before me were two statues.
A fit of laughter broke from the duo as they both lowered their weapons.
“Your speed has not faltered one bit, Sazra,” Raytal laughed.
“It’s hard to keep it sharp living a reclusive life,” the she-beast said. “It’s been a long time, Raytal.”
The two embraced for a hug. I saw that the shadowy figure was a beast garbed in dark silks. The gauntlets she wielded were pitch black, the blades that it supported were a stark contrast being as white as the moon.
“My friend needs some help,” Raytal said as the two walked over to me. “Her back may be broken.”
“Is that so?” The she-beast lifted my shirt to inspect my injury.
“Hey!” I cried.
“That’s one nasty wound,” Sazra said. “Nothing one of my concoctions cant fix.” She turned to Raytal and said, “so what do I owe the occasion? The sun shaper visiting me after centuries is an anomaly if I’ve ever seen one.”
“Ashantia’Luva,” Raytal said.
“What?” Sazra’s eyes widened. “Who managed to get passed you? Who awakened the false Deity?”
Raytal set is gaze on me, Sazra followed.
“This frail little girl bested you?” she questioned.
“It’s a complicated story. First, let us mend her wound.”
###
Sazra had a small home high up in the massive tree. A healthy fire heated and lit the small space. The aroma of burning wood and boiling stew filled the room. I was sat comfortably on a wooden chair near the fire and steaming pot. My stomach growled with anger, I hadn’t eaten since before I ventured down into the tombs.
“Drink this.” Sazra held a steamy mug in front of my face. “It’ll mend your back.”
A strong smell of herbs and spices made my eyes water. I grabbed the hot mug and took a sip. The overwhelming taste burned down my throat.
“Ew, what is this?” I asked, struggling to stomach down the strange drink.
“A special tea made from the rarest of herbs and spices. It will fix all of your injuries.”
I gulped down the steamy drink, squinting my eyes as I kept down each powerful sip. I wiped the foam from my lips as I handed the empty mug back to the she-beast. She looked cuddly without her battle garb on. I wanted to stroke her fur to feel if it was soft, but I didn't want to push my luck.
She joined Raytal’s side, who gazed onto a map. It rested on a large table not too far from the warm fire.
“So, we cannot use the mountain pass?” He asked Sazra.
She shook her head. “A lot has changed since you last roamed the lands. The quickest way to get to Boldon is through the crevice.”
“The crevice? That place is crawling with rock-spiders.”
“Indeed, but I’d rather fight a pack of rock-spiders than evade wailing banshees.”
“I thought the order took care of those damned necromancers.”
“The order has ceased to exist two hundred years ago.”
“And you’re sure he is still in Boldon?”
“Rock golems tend to stay stationary.”
“Indeed they do,” Raytal said as he took his red helmet off.
I looked away from his rotting, gray flesh.
“So, are you going to tell me why the hell you allowed this girl to awaken the Deities?”
“Yeah,” I said, the duo jerked to me. “Why would you allow me to use Ashantia’Luva’s gem to awaken her. From what I saw, her intentions are evil.”
Raytal glanced between me and the she-beast. “That answer will be revealed when the time is right,” he said. “All I ask is that you trust me on this. The four Deities are probably wreaking havoc as we speak. The hourglass is running out for may innocents.”
“Then let us leave first thing in the morning,” Sazra said. “The girl--”
“It’s, Varenna,” the sun shaper interrupted.
“Varenna needs to rest for the night in order for the tea to take full effect.” Sazra finished.
Raytal peered over to me. “I think she could rest just fine on Inferni’s back.”
PART 5
submitted by AAFourAA to AJHWriting [link] [comments]


Men And Women, What About The Opposite Gender Leave You ... When Nice People Finally Snap... (r/AskReddit Top Stories) Friends with benefits, but no s*x just cuddling ... Guys Demonstrate CUDDLING Techniques (Dude View) - YouTube Why did that teacher get fired from your school? - (r ... What is the CREEPIEST, most BLOOD CHILLING thing you have ...

Our Cuddle Mattress Review 2020 - We Couldn't Believe What ...

  1. Men And Women, What About The Opposite Gender Leave You ...
  2. When Nice People Finally Snap... (r/AskReddit Top Stories)
  3. Friends with benefits, but no s*x just cuddling ...
  4. Guys Demonstrate CUDDLING Techniques (Dude View) - YouTube
  5. Why did that teacher get fired from your school? - (r ...
  6. What is the CREEPIEST, most BLOOD CHILLING thing you have ...

Watch more AskReddit stories: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAW80l3tA9Nb6eMqT0LrEfFcOZy7wv2TP 🛎Subscribe to Reddit On Tap for daily videos! https://yo... Real dudes, real talk. SUBSCRIBE for MORE http://bit.ly/SubClevverStyle Who doesn’t love a good ol’ snuggle with that special someone?? This week on Dude ... Subscribe to my second channel! For more light themed videos - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-OKSz3FJSFs Like and subscribe to get more askreddit stuff..... When Nice People Finally Snap... (r/AskReddit Top Stories) Share your own funny and best stories about this post/thread below in the comments! 🔔 Hit the ... How do you feel about a friend with benefits, but instead of sexual benefits, it's just cuddling? Share your thoughts in the comments below! Welcome ... Memes that everyone can relate to https://youtu.be/oi2NPP3uOEA --~-- THANKS FOR WATCHING THIS VIDEO! 🔔 Hit the bell next to Subscribe so you never miss a vid...